January 30, 2012

My life now.

My life now. I am here. All around, there seems to be no point of focus. Dimensions are blurred. Past, present and futur in one brush of colour. It's all so calm. I feel like I could hang around for a long time.

On the other hand... I know I must move on. The weather will change. I will need a road or at least some point of reference or interest to continue my travels. 

All around, there seems to be no point of focus. 
And though I feel fine.
I know it won't do for long. 
That I will soon again want direction.
I will search for depth. 
And crave for more colour.
An urge for structure will surface.

For now, I float through each day. Rather pointlessly. 
Knowing very well that the longer I stay here, the harder it will be to leave.

No comments:

Post a Comment