Haven't been sleeping very well lately. I toss & turn, wake up often and have strange dreams.
Must silence my mind.
Can't I just forget ? And simply continue applying the survival techniques I've developped through the years ?
Pretend that everything is just fine ?
No, because my brain just won't shut up. Images, memories keep popping up. Long forgotten impressions creep up from behind. Faces, words, places. And the links between these and the mentionned survival techniques. Then the impact of these strategies on my my life, actions and choices - some good, some no so...
Why now ? Can I run away ? Again ? How ? Another strategy ?
But first, I must make it stop.
SILENCE ! Please... I'm tired now.
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